Sigh

I’m done asking for help. I’m done being a blog. (right) I’m done being sentences in a text. I’m done with rejection, with doctors that dismiss me and don’t even try…. Ive done With everything I was supposed to do.

I’m done standing in the aftermath alone and misunderstood!

Who am I? I don’t want to fight anymore… I’m too tired… I’m now done with my temper-tantrum :\

 

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7 responses to “Sigh

  1. You are a blessing to this world. You are an inspiration to the world that suffers with you due to the injustice you grew up with. ~L is a fighter. ~L is about to celebrate a birthday. Not just any day of the year, mind you! The one day of the year that has the most light. God planned for you to be born in light so you can know the light and walk in the light. You are a VIP to me and I barely know you.

  2. Blessed are those who have learned to acclaim you, who walk in the light of your presence, LORD. (Psalm 89:15, NIV)

    ~L, who are you? You are blessed because you walk in the light of His presence.

    I experience you as a strong and courageous woman. You are a writer, a poet, a singer, a videographer. You are an inspiration to your readers, giving others hope as they see you overcome what many of them are also struggling with. You are a loving mother and a warm and caring friend.

    You have taken some unbelievably painful steps forward in the past while to help in your healing. It sounds like you are exhausted from the battle – but those of us watching from the outside can see that you are winning. Maybe you just need to give yourself permission to stop standing in the aftermath for awhile. Can you take some time to live in the moment with your kids – laughing and loving them like you enjoy doing so much? And when you are ready to renew the healing journey, get up again and eventually you will soar like an eagle. One day at a time. You will make it through this – look what you’ve come through in the past year. It will get better – you are a child of the light!

    Those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint. (Isaiah 40:31, NIV)

  3. Rapid Cycling

    I so hear your big sigh. Do you know how long it took me to find what I needed to move forward, to be free of my self defeating beahvior and trust in myself, not the medical profession? I was unhappy for years, born into dysfunction and always sorrowful why my life was always a mess! About 2 years ago I was lucky that I found the light. I’m not saying it’s an easy journey but it’s so much better than wandering around in a mess. I never gave up or if I did it wasn’t for long. I wanted to know what was wrong, I wanted happiness. So, keep going, tomorrow’s another day and this too shall pass :)

  4. Please don’t give up. I know how it feels to have the doctors dismiss you. Please don’t feel like you’re just “sentences in a text.” You are an inspiration to me, and I’m sure others to. You’ve inspired me to keep going, and I love your blog and your posts. Please keep going, even if it’s not with this blog, just with life itself. Keep fighting. You have people on here who hardly know you, but still don’t want you to go.
    Hang in there. There are good times ahead, and I know that seems hard to think of when you’re in the frame of mind you are, but really, please keep fighting.

    • A reply to all that have commented! My heart is filled with sorrow as I hear the love through your words… I wish somehow I could know you all and laugh with you… cry with you… be with you… My fight with life is seemingly alone and It’s so hard when you crave a human touch… someone to hold you when you world is crashing in. I guess i feel the so tired!…. spiritually tired…. drained… physically…. I’m in need of a friend to lift me up… to hold my hand… to touch my face… someone to tuck me in at night and tell me this fight you’re are fighting will be worth it in the end… i’m in need of a human touch … for love to come… but that is that…. and this is this… what I am grateful for still… is for those who are kind with what they can do:) and your words are not in vain… thank you for them…. i am a fighter…. just very tired lately!

  5. Oh darling, you have so much love to offer the world. Keep fighting the good fight and remember… You can’t know what it means to be filled if you’ve never been empty. <3

  6. I hope knowing you are NOT alone in your experience gives you some comfort. I know that certain times are harder than others, and I pray you pull through and I know you will find the strength again to fight and stand back up!We all need a break sometimes, to be tired and sit in whatever we are feeling. I believe that spiritual bleakness and exhaustion only means that you are processing and moving through some pain – on the other side is god with so much to show you. Remember His presence is there even when you cannot feel it.

To all that let me know your thoughts... I appreciate each one. Thank you for reading all my Untitledmoments. ~L

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