What does one do when she is bored out of her mind and sick of watching TV and has no motivation to clean. Being alone is awful.
Is it wrong of me to want human connection??? I don’t want to type or text. I just want my life back. I don’t want to PMS and feel what I feel and have it intensified. I miss my kids this weekend and wishing I could be at a swim meet watching my step daughter at State.
My depression is getting better but isolation feeds it… Isolation and PMS and boardom not good for one who is depresses.
Headache please get better!
Why does God want me to be alone so much?
I think it is an easy out to think God wants something like your being alone. I think you can reverse the trend. You have to take action to bring others into your life. God provides the tools, you have to learn how to use then,
Gordon Kuhn: Poet in the Rain.
… The bummer thing is I have made action. I think I must not have much luck. I moved and don’t know many people…. But I tried. I think I might go volunteer tonight serving food in the inner city.
Loneliness was a thorn in my flesh for years and it encouraged me to make some really stupid decisions during its high reign in my life. You asked why God wants you to be alone so much…well…you really are not. He is sitting right there with you longing for your attention. Whatever shape your loneliness seems to take, He fits right in and makes you whole.
Thanks Kristen… I know I’m not alone. I just crave talking out loud. It been over 8 hours since I said a word out loud. I wish the butterfly exhibit was open :)
Other than the PMS I feel the same way ~L. And unlike you, I, unfortunately, have no faith. My lack of God makes the lonliness even greater while giving me nothing to even cling to.
If you are a person of faith, hold on to it. It’s the greatest gift you can give yourself. If you need to talk out loud, pray out loud – or just chat – God will listen.
And when he does, please say “hi” for me. ;)
I’m sorry you’re feeling lonely ~L. No amount of people being with you in spirit, willing to text or even talk on the phone can help that, I know. And I understand that it’s possible to be lonely even in a room full of friends when they don’t know what’s really going on. Or worse, when they do and don’t care.
I wish I had a solution for you ~L. I really do. If you find one, please share it.
Good luck.
- P
Honestly, I can relate to this. I may not be experiencing the same thing but to some extents I am longing for real human interaction. Tangible interaction, for that matter. This is very sad, but all I can muster now is hope and faith. Someday, this too shall pass.
This to shall pass…. That’s going to be my next tattoo :) I’m sorry you too are so alone:(
Read this post… I think you will like it:)
http://167hours.net/2010/08/24/alone/