I miss you!
Today I miss you so much!
Today I wish I could drive to your house in my sweatpants and over sized sweatshirt and come see you!
Your house is empty…
I am sorry I don’t want you to feel bad!
I don’t want you to even know…
But I miss you so bad!
I need you to bug me to go to the gym
to push through the awful winter that is about to come
or go on and on about your newest read about what foods i should not eat…
what natural way would be the best…
I need you dear friend to be here for me today.
I am mad at God that He took you so far away from me
I am mad that He brought something so dear to me in my life to only take it away from form me…
How is it that God brought you in my life anyway?
How is it that two completely opposite people became such good friends…
how is it that you stuck by my side through all my crazy of life…
today I miss my dear friend…
and I am sure I will miss you for many days to come…
the phone is just not the same…
My wish for you today is comfort, and peace, and to let yourself feel. Have a good cry, or a few hours of good crying if thats what it takes, and then do something nice for yourself, whether it is cooking up some soup to warm you up, having a nice bubble bath with candles, curling up with a good book, or occupying your mind with some junk reality TV…take some time for you. I hope you’re day gets better and that you end it with a smile.
a heartfelt and heartbreaking read… loss so often seems senseless, is never easy to deal with – glad you’re expressing your feelings
Layla…what you speak of is loss, and loss is so very difficult. I think it is the most difficult thing that I have had to deal with. With loss comes a myriad of emotions…hurt, anger, questioning etc. What comforts me is knowing that God can handle all of my emotions; in fact, He is the one who made me this way…and with my abundance of emotion comes His abundance of love. He will never leave nor forsake us as He loves us with an everlasting Love. Please rest in His Love today…..Judy
I miss you too! Keep some free time at Christmas – then maybe a visit in Jan or Feb… Love ya! T
I left the comment on the wrong post the first time ;)
Thank you ~L. It is always great to visit your blog and read the words from a woman who has and does embrace her feelings and shares her wisdom in a clear and cleansing way. I truly hope that others discover this beautiful place.
And thank you for the song.
Thank you so much for you support and kindness!!!!