Well today this write is going to be an free write…. Not caring if I spell right, sound right, use a period or even just scream. I’m feeling very alone, down,anxious…. I learned a lot today, yet my mind is go go go go and I do nothing with it…..
I think i need a good cry… A good vent… A good ADD session :) SIGH!
I understand that what I am going through or what I went through is NOT me but it’s a part of me!!!! I want so bad to “JUST” be better…. But the pain inside hurts too much at the moment, and just like the good ‘ol U2 says… I’m stuck in the moment and I still haven’t found what I’m looking for.
I am so desperate to relax… To be still and know that God is God…. Sigh…. I’m working on it….
For my prayer warrior’s…. Today is a day I need your intersession…
I am praying for you tonight! I know that God is with us during this trying time and he is giving us the strength we need to make it and we will be stronger for it – especially in Him!