Before the Morning

Before the morning comes
I have…
Prayed harder than ever
Fought a dark world
became entangled in the memories of a past long ago
cried
stared at the crack in the door wondering if “he” is really gone
tossed and turned
Prayed some more
wondered what it would be like if I could just utter half of what I dreamt aloud to anyone

Is it possible that someone would really care enough to know or help me understand?
I know it is a “job” of a therapist to help you… but do you ever feel they get sick of it or care only because they “have to” I mean I am sure they want to but… I don’t know…

I have this song for you all to listen too… hope you like it!

~L

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4 responses to “Before the Morning

  1. when the past is too painful it refuses to leave us, but believe me we have to heal ourselves- and we can. if we start loving and caring for ourselves our heart releases us from pain and darkness, not instantly- slowly. release from pain is a very slow process but we have to start it some times. or else our world will become pitch dark.

    wish you luck!

  2. Trisha’s advice is spot on. It takes time for healing and it has to come from within even though the hurt usually came from the outside.

    A good therapist should want to help you. A good therapist realizes their calling in life and gives their best on behalf of others who hurt.

    Peace to you.

    • Thank you enitsirk24. I do have a good therapist… that I am greatful of… I just can’t help but wonder if it is all going to help….

To all that let me know your thoughts... I appreciate each one. Thank you for reading all my Untitledmoments. ~L

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