… I don’t know … I mean I do… but hear I go… knowing that you all know I had a good day, to complain seems awful! I think it is in the stillness of the night when all the business of the day comes to a hault that I start poundering what is surrunding me. Monday’s tend to be a day when I am too busy to even think… Tuesdays are my crash days… not tomorrow! Tomorrow I will go to the gym! I am meeting an old youth student for lunch… and I am sure when I get home I will crash with my little munchkin but it is a step. The tredmill at the gym has not experinced L sweat in a long time. A good run in need.
Last night I woke up at 1:30 to take another Ambien… I don’t know if I can do that, but I did… I was desperate… and I am pretty sure I took an extra happy pill today on accident… I could not remember if I took it or not:) oops!!!!! o-well I am breathing just fine right now. I pray for a good 6-8 hours of sleep tonight with dreaming of warm beaches, my kids laughing and yummy watermelon… oh how I miss summer:)
~L
