Scared
Terrified
Deathly terrified
of what is
of what was
and what is going to come
…of what has always been.
Fear
Ashamed
I can’t hear His voice anymore
I am at the end of me
I am just in need of one night
one night of rest
one day filled with hope
~L
“I forgot to hope this nights been so long
I cling to your promise…
their will be a dawn.
The best I can do is just pray through the day
I wonder why God lets me walk through this place
and though I can’t understand why this happened
I know that I will when I look back some day…
and see how you brought beauty from pain”
~Supperchick
Okay God, I get it… I know… (deep breath in) I am yours… mold me from this wreck… I do trust in You.
Dear L,
I know that you may feel like God is a million miles away from you right now, but remember that our feelings are deceptive. The fact is, that when you can’t see God’s face, it’s only because you are being surrounded by His warm embrace, and right now He is now holding you with His loving arms, like only He can do!
{hugs}-Mel
I’m back. Just working my way through your blog.
You really are amazing. The song is beautiful though it may resonate differently for each of us. For someone starting blogging as “Suicide Man” the references to the darkness surrounding me, I’m sure, have different meaning than for you. I’ve just come through a bad night and darkness seems welcome.
But when it mentions arising from the ashes, I can connect a bit with Phoenix – the blog and person I’m trying to be.
So though we may view the song differently, and our backgrounds bring us together for different reasons, your choice of post and music helps us both. Thank you.
I envy you your faith and hope it does bring you to the beauty you deserve to know. I can see it through you, in you and around you. Breathe and believe – the beauty is there for you to know.
- Phoenix